New here? This isn’t a gaming blog in the usual sense — no reviews, no backlogs, no “top 10” lists.

It’s a place where I try to understand my own relationship with games: why they pull me in, what emotions show up when I play (or just think about playing), whether the breaks and detoxes I put myself through actually change anything, and honestly — whether I’m dealing with something closer to addiction, or just a pleasure I haven’t learned to hold loosely yet.

If you’re curious where this started, read About first.

From there, just follow the posts — this page will get more useful as there’s more to point to.